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Steve's Thoughts:
This can't be happening. Why me? I just woke up like this.
Steve jolted awake in the middle of the night, a burning, uncomfortable sensation between his legs. At first, he thought it might just be a momentary thing, but when the pain and pressure didn’t subside, panic set in. His erection remained, throbbing and unrelenting. He tossed and turned, trying to adjust, but nothing worked. What is this? Why won’t it go down?
He looked at the clock. 3 AM. The silence in the room made it worse, and with each passing minute, the pain seemed to intensify. I can’t do this. I can’t sit here like this. After a few more moments of desperate trying, he finally gave in. I have to go to the hospital. This is humiliating, but I can’t handle this pain anymore.
Steve’s Thoughts:
This is it. I’m doomed.
By the time Steve arrived at the hospital, his nerves were in overdrive. The shame of the situation overwhelmed him. He was led into an exam room by a nurse, barely able to look anyone in the eye. His mind raced, dreading what would happen next. Please let this be over soon.
A few minutes later, the door opened, and a male doctor stepped in. Steve didn’t dare make eye contact, feeling his face flush with heat.
“Hi, Steve, I’m Dr. Miller. What brings you in today?”
Steve hesitated, trying to find his voice. With a trembling hand, he uncovered his lower body. His penis was still rock-hard, and he felt the sting of embarrassment immediately.
“I… I can’t get it to go down. It’s been like this for hours.”
Dr. Miller examined him carefully, then nodded.
“This looks like priapism, Steve. Have you taken anything to cause this? Viagra? Any recreational drugs?”
Steve shook his head, feeling a lump in his throat.
“No. No drugs, I swear.”
Dr. Miller raised an eyebrow, his expression a little skeptical.
“Are you sure? Because a lot of people lie about that.”
Steve’s stomach twisted. I’m not lying. Why don’t they believe me?
“I’m sure. I haven’t taken anything.”
The doctor nodded again, but there was still a trace of doubt in his voice.
“Alright, we’ll do some tests, and we’ll get you some medication. Stay with me, okay?”
Steve’s Thoughts:
This is so embarrassing. Why am I here? I don’t want anyone to see me like this.
After Dr. Miller left, Steve was alone in the room, the bed sheets feeling like an inadequate shield against his growing shame. He kept looking at the door, hoping someone would walk in and make this all go away. This isn’t how I imagined my night going. Not even close.
A few minutes later, the door opened, and a female nurse stepped inside. She was carrying a bag with liquid inside, and Steve’s heart sank. What’s that? More meds? What is happening to me?
The nurse smiled politely, though Steve could see her trying to hide the awkwardness.
“Hi, Steve. The doctor asked me to assist with something. I need you to roll over to your side, okay?”
Steve’s heart skipped a beat. Roll over? What does she want with me?
“I… I don’t understand,” Steve mumbled, his voice weak.
The nurse looked at him with patient eyes.
“Not that side. The other side, please.”
Steve froze for a moment, panic flooding him. Oh my God. No, no, no. This can't be what I think it is.
The nurse’s voice was calm and professional.
“It’s nothing to worry about, Steve. Just roll over to your other side.”
He swallowed hard. I don’t want to do this. This can’t be real. I can’t show her…
Reluctantly, Steve turned over, feeling the sheet shift as he exposed his backside. This can’t be happening. This can’t be worse than it already is, can it?
The nurse adjusted the bag, the sound of the liquid moving through the tube making Steve’s heart race. No. No, no, no. Please don’t make me do this.
She started setting up the equipment, and Steve’s mind reeled. Why is she doing this? What is that liquid? Why does it feel like my dignity is being shredded in front of her eyes?
Without warning, the nurse inserted a tube into Steve’s rectum. The cold touch of it made him gasp in pain.
“Oookay…” he groaned, his body tensing.
The nurse didn’t seem to acknowledge his discomfort, focused instead on her task.
“Just breathe, Steve,” she said softly.
Steve’s mind spun as the liquid began to flow. What is this? Why is this happening? I can't believe this is happening to me. Why do I feel like I’m losing control?
Steve’s Thoughts:
This is worse than I ever imagined. What if someone walks in? What if they laugh at me? I want to disappear.
The pressure in his stomach started to build as the liquid entered his body. The sensation was strange, unsettling. His embarrassment turned to frustration. I just want to get out of here. Why can’t this be over?
As if on cue, Dr. Miller entered the room again. His voice was calm, but Steve could hear the underlying professionalism in his tone.
“So, Steve, how are we feeling?”
Steve squeezed his eyes shut, his voice shaky.
“Doctor… I don’t think I’ve ever been this humiliated in my life.”
Dr. Miller looked at him with empathy, though his expression didn’t change.
“I understand, Steve. But we’re professionals here. We’ve seen everything. We’re not judging you.”
Steve let out a bitter laugh, his throat tight with emotion.
“I don’t care if you’re professionals. You don’t know what this feels like. It’s me, it’s my body...”
Dr. Miller gave a small, understanding nod.
“I get it. But please, trust us. We’re here to help, not to make this worse.”
Steve closed his eyes again, the flood of emotions making it hard to think clearly. I know they’re trying to help, but it feels like I’m being torn apart. This is my worst nightmare.
As the liquid finished, Steve felt the pressure building inside him. He couldn’t hold it any longer. His body betrayed him, and a deep, humiliating release followed. He wanted to sink into the bed, to disappear. I don’t know if I can ever recover from this.
Steve’s Thoughts:
They say I’m going to be okay. But I will never forget this. I don’t care what the doctor says. I’ll never forget the shame, the feeling of losing control.
The doctor’s voice broke through his thoughts.
“We’ve done some tests, and it’s not drug-related. This is a neural issue. We’ll need to perform surgery.”
Steve nodded weakly, trying to process the information. Surgery? After all this? Can I even survive the humiliation of being here anymore?
Steve’s Thoughts:
This is the worst day of my life. I’ll never forget how I felt in that room. The surgery might fix my body, but it will never fix the way I feel.
After the surgery, Steve was given the all-clear, though his mind was far from relieved. He walked out of the hospital, still processing the overwhelming feelings of shame. It’s over. But I’ll never forget it. Not ever.
This version delves deeper into the emotional turmoil and inner dialogue of Steve, adding more complexity to his feelings of embarrassment and the medical process he undergoes. The nurse and doctor maintain a professional demeanor, but Steve’s internal experience is one of overwhelming vulnerability.
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